A holiday that is meant to celebrate freedom won by the sacrifices of our military, is often one of the least favorite for veterans.
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J.E. Abbassian
7/3/2014 08:37:35 am
Although I've never been in war combat, I suffer from cPTSD. A condition that started off w/other types if trauma...until my late estranged husband decided to kidnap me, torture me at gunpoint, & eventually shot himself in the head in front of me. My heart goes out to all veterans that experience this 'flashback'. I have the same reaction related to my PTSD experience. Albeit I didn't have but 1 gunshot fired in front of me. I've been around guns my whole life & it's not that I have a fear from handling them in the proper manner - it was the manner that my late estranged husband used his gun on me & himself that instantly caused me to develop PTSD. Everything in my physical bodily functions changed as well as mental. It isn't something that will ever go away & I still have a very bad reaction to fireworks although I love them. Things get better but it never goes away. One thing that helps me now is to acknowledge beforehand that there will be the sounds of 'gunshots' & try to use my rational mind. It doesn't always help, but at least not as bad as if I don't prepare myself. I have actual physical reactions when this happens that I cannot control - it is hard wired now. But, with the right help, it can get better....but never the same. My best wishes to all that will be having to endure this 4th of July explosions that take them back to a place they wish so badly to forget. 😞
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Justin
7/3/2014 10:37:01 am
Thank you. I spent my first fireworks show after I returned home curled in a ball on the ground crying while people around me laughed at me. My family got me out of there once they realized what was happening.
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Justine Nettleton
7/4/2014 12:41:59 pm
My son doesn't do well with the fireworks either anymore. I so feel for you all. My deepest heart felt prayers that this will soon just be a distant memory. We do thank you for your service.
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Heidi Thornton
7/4/2014 09:43:26 am
I have seen my big strong loving husband panic when fireworks or loud sounds are near by. And I can;t help him.to some war never go away. Not in 30years or 1yr
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Amy
7/4/2014 11:34:44 am
I'm so sorry you experienced that Justin and that people treated you that way! Thank you so much for your service! I have heard similar stories and they break my heart. Thank you for sharing your experience and encouraging words to others J.E.
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